She's still LOVE Me?

this is not short time... after she go, everything is change and there is have a years that I must across without her. now I feeling shes just go yesterday but it's eighth month that I past. sometime I afraid what my friends says to me, and he said "it might be, your love enjoy a day with a new guy". although he says like that, I always believe what i hope with my love. so, I keep it until I can proved and showing to her what I appointment in the past. because I keep my word, everyday I always thinking about her... hmm, always imagine and play with her in avatar world. hah... I am get poison heart attack. to night i was try to call her three times but no answer. its 2 week i didn't hear her voice. I hope so shes sleeping now. but I always imagine her, where's she now? what they are doing now? and some question in my mind that I want to ask to her. some while its hurt me but I always be calm and positive thinking.

this is a LDR... (Long Distance Relationship) only some people success past away with they are love. I hope I can across this. first day after shes go is different with now. I am not longer meet in skype also if I not call her, shes never find me. I do not know what they want and what they think about me and about this relationship. I hope to much from her...

If I have finished my study, off course I will be there as soon as... because I have promise to you after graduation I will going there.

deddy s.
"Love is pain if you not know each other"